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Sun Aug 17, 2008, 8:06 AM
....that's all....NOTHING.....I've done absolutely nothing artistically since mom died in April. I have several great ideas..I have several great prelim. sketches..I have several great roughs on the boards..I have a couple of WIPs.............but I can't seem to sit down and do a damned thing with any of it. Every time I try...I cry. Mom was an artist; and a damned good one too! What little talent I possess..I got from her; what little art instruction I had over the years, I got from 9th grade art, 12th grade art (9 weeks each) and her..........and now she's gone and every time I think about art or trying to work on anything artistic; I cry. Just the mere thought of trying makes me want to curl into a fetal position in a dark place and die. Art was always such an intregral(sp) part of our mother/daughter relationship...and now that is gone.

UGH!

I hate this! I hate feeling this way! I hate that mom died!

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: quiet
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nada
  • Playing: nada
  • Eating: nada
  • Drinking: peach iced tea

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  • Current Residence: SouthEastern USA
  • Interests: Art (of course), books, photography, good food, good friends and good times
  • Favourite movie: Current or all time?
  • Favourite band or musician: depends on my mood ;)
  • Favourite genre of music: varied
  • Favourite artist: good question
  • Favourite poet or writer: the one I'm reading at the moment?
  • Favourite photographer: someone near and dear to my heart
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional, Folk, Dark, Fantasy, Realistic, Photo-manipulation...most any kind of art
  • Operating System: well that's my little secret don't ya know.
  • MP3 player of choice: right now I have a SanDisk and a Rio and an Ipod Classic
  • Shell of choice: any I find while walking on the beach
  • Wallpaper of choice: Asian silk
  • Skin of choice: animal or human? ...oh wait... humans ARE animals ;)
  • Favourite game: the game of a little thing called "Life"
  • Favourite gaming platform: earth and the astral planes
  • Favourite cartoon character: Maxine
  • Personal Quote: "We are all here because we are not all there."
  • Tools of the Trade: my heart, my hands, my mind, my eyes along with soft pastels, coloured pencils, clay and much more

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:icontheartyst:
*theartyst Dec 22, 2009, 1:48:22 PM
:holly: Merry Christmas :holly:

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~Spanglerart Oct 1, 2009, 4:33:50 PM
HA HA! Found you! And you thought you could hide! /poke
BB hun!

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www. spanglerart .com
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*theartyst Aug 7, 2009, 2:15:18 PM
Thanks for the Arnold
Favorite :iconthankuplz:

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....... I came Back
2 thank ya personally :lmao:

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~CKArtpage Feb 17, 2009, 12:06:45 AM
thanks for the fav :)

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my gallery: [link]
check out, have fun ;)

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*mattersfact2 Dec 27, 2008, 5:55:40 PM
Hi Lili! :wave:

Thank you for the :+fav: for my drawing, "Autumn". :love:

And I've been checking out your gallery - wow - the canvas work is amazing! Really it is! :wow:

~Gina

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Someday, I'll do this for a living! :sun:
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~Artiste-LiLi Dec 27, 2008, 7:27:55 PM
Thank you very much. I'm pleased that you enjoyed my work. :)
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=illogan Dec 24, 2008, 10:53:14 AM
thank you soooooo much for the watch!
You hav e a beautiful gallery!
:hug:

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The past is history...
the future is a mystery...
But now...
Now is a gift, appreciate what you have.
And that is why it is called the present.

Tastes the rainbow here there and everywhere :love:
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~Artiste-LiLi Dec 27, 2008, 3:36:00 PM
Thank you! I think you have an awesome gallery!
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